Somehow or other, there’s other things to do and i cant spare the time to blog.
And then, the days just blur into vague memories because there’s too many things to keep track of! I really miss blogging. It releases tension, that I don’t bottle it all up inside (which makes me even more stressed). It chronicles my days and things I do and I can look back one day and see it all again.
Tired. Stressed. I’m sure I’m suffering from chronic depression. I only come to work because I have to. After work is done I have no mood to go out again and face the world. Isn’t that a sign of depression? Sigh.
I have to be a lot of things to a lot of different people that sometimes I wish I have the guts to stop being SO accessible. Hard to find, people dunno what I’m doing, where I am. No phone, no twitter, no facebook. Hmm =) That way I’d have more time to do my own projects..
Or maybe one day I’ll just quit my job and move countries. Believe me, for me that’s not a hard thing to do if I really wanted to.